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Well ok I'm not in the best of moods while writing this just a forewarning. I am so SICK of high school drama CRAP. People need to get a life. Look beyond your own selfish thoughts and get a grip. Life isn't about thinking badly of others it's not about who did what to who, it's not about getting into others business. It's about finding ur happiness and not caring about others trying to disrupt that. It's about living ur own life the way you want to and not the way people tell you to. It's about respecting others (no I haven't always done this but it's something people should do in my opinion) and loving with God's love. I'm doing a lot to forget high school to forget the drama to forget the pain to forget everything. Something's I do want to remember and I probably will but a lot I'm just leaving here and never thinking about again. A lot I left behind when school got out. A lot I left behind this week. Part of me wants to have no ties here besides family and maybe 2 or 3 individuals and part of me wants to have something to come home to. In reality after I leave this will no longer be my home and there is a HUGE chance that I will never want to see most of the people here or I'll be changed so much they wont' wanna see me. It's time for me to move on so I am Good Bye blogs and single livejournal that hardly anyone knew about at first. Off I go to mission in Kentucky I'll be back the 20th and work the 21st and bible school that evening. if you still wanna hang out after reading this please call I like hangin out.
Posted by Mary at
11:01 PM
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Well so lets see. College suxs Jobs are nice but annoying. I'm so glad my cousin is here or I'd never get out of the house besides church and work. If ya'll are bored call me and if I don't answer leave a message and call my house find out where I am and if I'm at work come visit and we'll get together after I'm off. Well Sat I 'm leaving for Mission. I'm excited nervous. We have to build out own showers. YIKES! Maybe this will be a moving experience though God works in all ways. I hope to take a journal and write a lot but we'll see. I'm with an adult that likes to complain and I donno what to think about that. I pray I keep my temper. I've had to be so nice when I didn't really want to at work that I need to get blah aggression out. Hopefully journaling will help with that. Maybe I'll be awake enough to start my work out stuff again. We shall see. I need a normal schedule so I know when I can do things and when I can't. I can't think of much else to say but I am getting hungry so I shall go eat. Tootles.
Posted by Mary at
2:25 PM
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Well So I would update more often if my life consisted of more than work and random outings. I know some of you have asked me to make some time for you and I'm getting there it's just there is a lot of you for only a 7 day week. Don't get me wrong random outings have been great just I don't always want to write about them.
OK so that would be my excuse for not writing. As for in my thoughts I've been thinking about love again. After reading the five love languages I have a new perspective which kinda threw me back where I was a while ago except a little different. I kinda hate it because I have a hard time believing in real love between an guy and a girl. Part of me knows I need to talk about it and then the other part knows that I'll sound really stupid because I haven't fully thought it threw or had the time to. Well that's all for now. Bye
Posted by Mary at
7:14 AM
