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Hello Everyone So it's kinda been a while since I've updated so I think I shall. Graduation was well.... Not as big as I thought it would be. Yet at the same time it was an experience. I'm so glad a bunch of people were there for me I think it would have been horrible if they hadn't been. My family is so awesome. I know I am soo blessed every time I see any of them because we are all so close and so in touch with each other it's amazing the connection we have. My cousin David and I are basically best friends closer than I can sometimes imagine. My cousins Elyana and Caitlin while we don't see each other much we just click when we do and just with all of my uncles and aunts all so close to my mom and dad. I am so blessed with a close loving family. Most of the time I'd rather take time with them than any one else. Many people don't understand the way my family is and tend to get a bit offended when I choose them over friends but I think people just don't understand. The connection with my family is so strong it effects who I'll marry. I know that whoever God puts me with will have to be able to fit into my family with me. I could not stand being with someone that everyone in the family hated or disliked or just didn't fit. Which is kinda weird but it's extremely important to me. I wish I could express how my family works the way we play cards or just sit and talk for hrs on end, or all the amazement of family reunions but I don't think I could ever do it justice. I used to think every family was the same way that all of them were close and that's just what families were supposed to be. Then my friend explained it differently. While her immediate family is really close her extended is very different. That was when I began to understand how special my family was. Then again I saw the effects of families not being close on mission trips. My client would talk a little bit about their families and I realized that they were distant and not taking care of each other. One thing I know is that none of my family would ever leave another member to become in a state where they needed missionaries to come and help. We would be there doing it for them. Well I think I've bored ya'll enough with family talk. I'm just so blessed with a wonderful family. God is Good.
Posted by Mary at
7:46 AM
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Wow so no one can seem to view my blog so I shall update HA. Well Grandparents are here. Kinda good kinda not. I liked going out these past two days with Julie and Lancie. Good times. Wish I could do that more often and had more people to do it with. Def would have Julie but I think Lancie is getting annoyed with me. Oh well. Anyway. I really have nothing to say. School is over but it really just doesn't feel like it. I need to get grad presents for people and then presents for my teachers. I guess that's what I'll be doing tomorrow. Anyone wants to join just call the cell. I would be happy to have company. As Julie knows I love taking others on my errands. Soo anyway I'm gonna call some peeps ttyl tootles God Bless.
Posted by Mary at
7:00 PM
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Well ok so at Samantha's request I am going from top to bottom checking blogs there for updating this first. Today was a senior thing at church soooo sad I'm going to miss everyone soo much. I keep thinking of all the things I've done with different people so wonderful so much fun. I'm going to miss it and do miss it because it seems I don't do as much of that now. I'm always shocked going back and looking at what people who are close to me have done with me. Random going out for lunch, trips to pretty places, being there for me when a friend died, and so so so much more. As much as I HATE Texas I'll miss all of you. But alas it's that time to move to being what I want to be and leaving my "childhood" behind. Earning the right to go and have fun, making my own decisions, and having immense amounts of responsibility for myself and such. I know I can handle it I know I'm ready but I don't want to. Ok so that's my update tootles
Posted by Mary at
11:40 AM
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I think I hurt someone dear to me today. I really didn't want to hurt him. I simply wanted to make new and better. I feel a bit lost right now. I guess that's kinda life. I hope God knows what's going on cuz I'm not sure I do.
Church drama sucks a whole lot. Being sick Sucks. And ya know though that I'm happy because I know this too will pass. At the same time it doesn't feel good. I want to help everyone I want to make everyone happy and it's impossible to do that. Why is it so hard to create a love for everyone to be the person your friends need.
Ok enough of that. I hope everyone has a better weekend I don't know of one person who had a good week so I just pray that things go better for everyone.
Posted by Mary at
8:20 PM
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Wow so it's been awhile since I've updated sorry about that just been really busy with all the things I do ya know church school and work. But what I did do was take the next two week s off of work so that I can do things like take my senior pics and finally get straight where I'm going to college and be available for the graduation practice that I donno when is. SO yeah I'm excited about that I kinda was really ready to take off some times from work. ok well I'm off for tonight gonna have fun I'll update more later hopefully I'm in a typey(yes I made that word up) mood. SMILE GOD LOVES YOU
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3:51 PM
