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Ok well today was full of family yet again. So I was out with them and just kinda watching people realizing how all of them have emotions and feelings and lives of their own. I think it's way to often that we over look that other people have the same thoughts and feelings as we do that just go on their daily life. I'm not too sure why that just made me smile but it did.
Prom can be such a pain I've decided. It's fun and all but at the same time a little stressful. I'm excited and nervous. I'm not too sure how it will all go but I guess God has a plan for whatever does happen. Oh and I feel sooo bad I haven't been keeping up with my bible study like almost all year. It would've gotten me through almost all the bible but alas other things seem to come first in my mind and it doesn't get done. Hopefully when I don't feel as much pressure from school and such that it can come first because it will be more my decisions and my life ya know. I can't wait for that. No more pressure of living with my family and school work + work + church. My church will be my school unless (hopefully) I'll find a Methodist church to attend. Then work will be simply that go and do and leave alone later at least in college, but somehow it feels like I won't have to schedule around my family and more making things easier, kinda like it was for ski trip.
Ok I think that's enough for now Prom stories later maybe
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12:48 PM
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Ok so the little kids at church did a little musical thing sooo cute. Shoulda seen it if you didn't. So adorable and they really can sing it was impressive. We'll have a great youth band when they get there! I'm excited we have so many active little kids I just hope they stay that way cuz that would mean soo many cool things later on.
I found a great aerobic exercise for myself!! I used to love jump rope and I think I shall start again!! in between my strength training stuff. Yeah so I did that today and well I did this little cris cross trick thing I used to be the best at and totally stepped on the rope and whipped myself it hurt A lot!! I have a nice red stripe on my back now doesn't that sound attractive. So yeah. But it was fun I love it!! This cool weather this evening is quite nice as well!! Perfect for being out. But alas I have church soon. Not that that's a bad thing just yeah.
Ok off to church I go tootles!!
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3:37 PM
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Well ok so today was full of walking around, sitting in multiple different style, shape, and comfort level of living room seating area. We went shoppin for living room furniture if you didn't get it. I decided that I not only don't like shopping but when it comes to comfort level and ideas for rooms I'm rather picky. I know that's so weird coming from Miss. Indecisive but yeah. Today was totally family day I only got online 4 times and no longer than 5 min each time. Pretty impressive for me. (more the only 5 min than the 4 times) Part of me wishes I had spent some time working out and being with friends but the other part of me knows I did the right thing. Getting disconnected from my family is something I never want to do. I am so blessed with loving parents, sisters while sometimes annoying care not only for me but for each other, and a good relationship with all of them. I know we aren't always perfect and there are many things disfunctional about my family, but we all love each other and even though I hate shopping and all that it was nice just to be with them for a change. Not that seeing my friends is bad I would so die without them but everyonce in a while I need a day with my family. So that's what today was.
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8:47 PM
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OK, so I was up for 24 hrs yesterday/today, got 5hrs of sleep when I got home and again I'm awake half way ready to do things. Not enough awake for like school or real thinking but enough to go and have fun. I think it's kinda crazy I should be asleep still. Oh well. Relay was really cool!! Sam and I got some good talking time in which I thoroughly enjoyed (hope she did too)!! Gumpl was kinda weird but she's sick so yeah. Luke and I got some nice time together as well which is always a good thing, and Andy kinda hung with us for a while which was interesting got to know him a bit better. I can't wait for prom; during the dance part of relay I kept thinking of Sam and I in our prom dresses just having a blast I sooooo can't wait!!
I hope I'm awake for CR I kinda wanna go tonight mainly cuz I have David's b-day present that I didn't give him last night or the week of his b-day cuz I'm retarded like that. Ok so I totally read all of our bible study lesson (finally) and I didn't even get to go to Sunday school cuz I was soooo out of it. I almost called my cousin David when I was coming home cuz I was kinda falling asleep at the wheel while on Wyoming Springs but I thought it's just like 2 blocks away I could make it just roll down window. And I did obviously but that was rather scary I'm not going to do that again. So yeah. Not to sure what to write so I'm kinda babbling.
OH we sold our down stairs furniture so we're sitting on bean bags at the moment lol. I hope it'll keep my sis's and mother from watching so much TV but knowing them they'll just go upstairs for it. Sigh. (I'll have to steal my 15 min work out(it's on DVD)) WOW! My thoughts are so scattered I've had to reformat what I write so that it's kinda in the same topic. You so should have seen how random I was with my writing before I did that it was funny. So I'm off I'll ttyl Smile because God has given you soo many blessings!!
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11:26 AM
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Ok so today I totally had a God moment. When I was taken my sister to Bells around 5ish there was a train on 620 and it just kinda stopped and we basically sat there for like 45 min not even joking but that's not the cool thing. When I was waiting the guy in the lane next to me to the right wanted to turn around he could've been really rude to me and yelled at me to move so he could. However, instead he said so politely if I could please back up and that he'd help me not to hit the car behind me and was just a pure gentleman the whole time. Even though I could tell he was upset about the traffic but he did not take it out on me or anyone else that didn't deserve it. He even smiled and said thank you before he left. I thought that was just really cool.
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8:20 PM
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Isn't it cute!!! I love it!! Thank you so much Sam it's wonderful!!
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11:33 AM
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YAY Sam is making me a new Blog template thingy YAYAYAY!! I'm excited.
Spring show is finally over YAY! I think I did well I'll see in the video if you can even see me. Ben K came tonight it was so good to see him. I havn't talked to him in forever and yeah he's cool. Got to see my boy today that was really nice I missed him. OH at work Matt(my boss) cut back my hr's I'm sooo greatful at least until the new store is open in which case I will gain more. But that won't be until mid May (14th to be exact). So thats good. I keep forgetting to do my bible study I feel horrible we're doing Acts and Romans and they are my favorite books in the bible so inspirational and good reading. I wonder what God is up to. It seems I keep going back to the basics of my faith and little baby steps which is just seems kinda weird to me maybe it's in preparation for college where I'll learn new theories and things like that. (especially if I go to Missiouri) Mr. Reuter said something interesting. Go where you want and the money will work it's self out. It's an interesting thought, because I know it definitly doesn't always do that (it did for him but yeah) And it is just college. You move on into the real world where most of your life takes place. Life doesn't end at the end of college, college is just a step, like high school except way better. So yeah thats that. tootles
My spell checker is being called a pop up and not checking my spelling so sorry
Posted by Mary at
8:58 PM
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Well I guess I should update. Sorry I don't get much time to do so as some of ya'll do. I feel so busy yet I'm mostly busy with things I have to quickly get there to sit and wait which makes me rush to the next thing. I want time to sit and read (preferably in his arms). I watched Finding Neverland with Julie today that was nice. Yesterday was so frantic that be still lesson I gave at ski trip was definitely not applied. Though my being still is contained into like 30 seconds at most kinda sad. Yeah so tired good night
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10:11 PM
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Awwww I love ya'll's comments so cute. I'm going to miss you all when I leave. It will be weird being so distant. I know some of you will have to start talking online other wise we won't keep contact which would be just really sad I would cry. (or I guess you could use the phone but that gets expensive) If I don't tell you I love all of you dearly. As friends ya'll are wonderful. Of everyone that I know reads this you have never left my side when I needed you and have always been up for some fun. I must say I would not be where I am in my faith in my school in my life without all of you. God has truly blessed me thousand+ times with all of your friendships I pray that He continues to bless me with them even while I'm away! hugs!
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3:01 PM
