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Sunshine and thunder what an interesting forecast. I love clouds and sun shine around them so beautiful or light streaming down like rays from heaven. So gorgeous! So much in life is enjoyed through your kindness to others. So much of what Jesus taught was to be kinda and loving. All that was to bring us joy in our lives. He said it wouldn't be easy. Joy is hardly ever easy I've found it comes from understanding the struggle and living beyond it. English was enlightening today. I love children's stories. Cool breeze such a blessing!
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3:33 PM
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Holy Week. That is truly what it was for me. Starting at Ski Trip my walk of faith has made some really huge leaps. I'm amazed at how much I keep growing in my faith and how much I know is in-front of me and how much there must be that I don't know about. I have No clue how people with no faith go on. I know for a fact I can't and wouldn't nothing would ever seem worth it. God gives me such purpose to not only live but to live fully and enjoy serving Him. So much has changed since the beginning of the year. WOW! Just thinking about it amazes me, and thinking back to freshman year. I have lots of memories. Ok so if I go anywhere or do anything with you remind me to bring my camera. I have so much fun when I have it I just forget to take it places. Need senior photo's. Junior year has like none ( not that I really wanted that many Junior year was not happy).
So side story. God gave me this really cool demonstration but I totally forget it. I thought about it on the way to work and once I hit inside I couldn't remember it anymore how not cool is that lol. SO yeah that's my story. I know I'm boring but I'm avoiding psychology at the moment and it's really early but I had ice cream so I'm not ready to go to bed yet. Maybe I should stay off the ice cream lol. So busy this week. But this weekend almost nothing is planned lol. I have a meeting at work I think at 1 on sat. I didn't' write it down so I'll call tomorrow. Ok babbled enough getting tired and need to finish a few pages for psychology (cuz I know I'll fail the exam and the only thing that saves me is the EC lol. )
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11:05 PM
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I so totally love the friends I have Good times Good times. And ya know with all the overwhelming stuff i have to get done God has really made me at peace with it! God is so great awesome friends peace with school and just all around goodness!!!
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10:43 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
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Well it's been a long while since I've posted so I'm not going to share all at this time I don't feel like it lol. But yeah. I got food poisoning last night that is no fun let me tell you. I was kinda planning on being sick from work to do my BA boy that came and bit me in the butt. NO fun is food poisoning. Though it's totally my own fault for eating food I had left in my car half a day in this crappy heat. So yeah no one to blame but myself. Kinda suxs though cuz now I'm missing more school so I could write my BA now just waiting for my mom to come proof it. Sigh such is life. Though I did get to see Luke cuz of it that totally made my day!! I can't wait until this evening we're having a Good Friday thing at youth and it's supposed to be really impactful and I'm kinda excited after such a wonderful ski trip (and I don't mean just the skiing God truly led the bible studies so much of my faith was renewed it's so awesome) I can't wait to see what God has in store for me. Please pray for a friend of mine that seems to just be struggling with everything right now I pray so hard that she will find joy but I know joy only comes from God and she won't accept that. So it's totally freezing in my house. Tell me how can I be sitting here freezing when I was in 11 degree weather in Colorado sweating HOW HOW HOW?? I wanna know. Totally does not make sense to me. But I know that I am going to live up north at a higher elevation, It's so wonderful. I feel better up there my skin and hair are no where near as oily the sun comes up at like 5 and I get up refreshed no matter how late I stayed up it was great!! (not to mention the skiing!!) So yeah when I'm out of college that be where you'll find me. So yeah that's enough if you wanna know more about anything just ask and I shall tell (depending on who u are and what the question is cuz I know some of u are just pervs lol)
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9:17 AM
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I'm afraid to loose you. Please tell me you aren't leaving. Please tell me what you've been keeping from me. You know who you are.
Spring break has been so interesting lately. Never thought I'd be doing what I've done, but that's kinda life I suppose. Soon I'll be skiing and liven it up in Colorado. However, I'll def miss some of you here. More people should've gone with us. OH well shall be fun and hopefully a spiritual experience. If you are here please pray for us our safety and that God moves us, and that we are refreshed when we come back cuz school will be the next day. (I'll need a massage and a nap lol)
I donno what else to say now. There is a lot on my mind but I don't wanna voice it. So I'll ttyl Have a wonderful Spring Break!!!
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7:28 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
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Well I feel I haven't updated in a while. Life is good. Minus a good friend which is very sad :cries in the corner:
I found out that Ozarka didn't get the applications I sent so I tried again tonight Hopefully that one will go through. We shall see. Sooo busy all with things that involve being at school. Yeah that just suxs. Totally getting a sore throat YUCKYness but all will be well few cups of hot tea for a while and some throat candy things and all will be fine. Totally nervous about ski trip I donno what to do. Yes I do let go and let God!!! I love that statement. It's so totally true. OH haha funny story I dressed up today and wore a skirt for pics for spring show and people didn't even recognize me lol!! I didn't know I looked that bad all the time:-/ Oh well not like I care to impress anyone. I so totally found a UT buddy. She's a bit young but kinda fun to have around to be at UT with. Hopefully we might go down and go shoppin or something like that. Busyness comes after spring break I don't think I have a single weekend free in April. 1. Spring show 2 relay for life 3 district yeah 4 prom. Yeah no time, but alas much fun will be had by all!! Oh Mrs. Esler (gov teacher) was rather uncalled for rude to me today, I would say pmsing but I think she's a little old for that. grb to her. I spilled hot wax all over my arm in Ms. Gumpls room yeah it got kinda everywhere. I felt bad, but I'll clean it up. So seniors have fatal vision Friday but my lovely teacher have made it such that for me it's not worth going. Yes I'll be one of like 2 in my classes but I need to stay and get things done. Sigh Oh well. Now that the sun is out I'm so def going to so skating either before school or right after school. Even if it's just like 30 min or something I've got to start doing something, enjoying the weather and sunshine is a must. Ok well that's enough babble tootles smiles big and much love everywhere (even to those friends who make me upset)
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9:46 PM
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THE SUN CAME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAY If you can't tell sunshine makes me happy.
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9:15 PM
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SO much has changed in so little time. I hate cities. I never want to live in one. Train rides are mucho fun I suggest if you haven't been on one it's quite nice. I need to leave and get away from here yet I'm so scared. BA's suck so much. What I wouldn't give to just not have to do another one on some book they are making me read. I want to do so much but school and work seem to always get in the way.
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7:41 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
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I'm amazed at how people so much younger than me can totally change how I look at something. A 7th grader spoke tonight and Sam's talk Sunday (I think God was bluntly hitting me over the head with this) spoke to me about truly becoming what I need to, to get through this year. I need to get up early and work out and do my bible studies I need to be 100% with God and for God all day every day. Stop complaining about all that I have to worry about at least I can worry about those things and not worse. It's weird how I know I already knew that but just hearing it from those specific people and hearing BK sing with the youth band just really made me want to go through with it all and really have a greater dedication. I need to and God wants me to.
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9:55 PM
