Monday, November 08, 2004
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Well ok so today was the first day that I just didn't wanna "get out of here" cuz of the weather and yeah. I actually wanna go to college and get out of the house. It's kinda interesting cuz I've been saying that I'm ready for a while today I actually felt it, and that I'm ready to move past the youth group. I donno maybe it's cuz I've been thinking about tithing and how I wanna do that and taking on all that crud I donno. But I really felt out of place at the YLT meeting cuz I'm so much older. Even at bible study I felt a tad out of place. I guess I'm getting a taste of how David P feels a lot. I still wanna work with youth I think but I'd def need a place to be filled without youth present when the time comes that I could be a youth minister. Well so yeah that's my speal for today. Hope everyone is enjoying this AMAZING weather and the beautiful sunset today WOW God is GOOD!!
Wow I just did spell check on this post and there were soo many wanna's and donno's and I's in there. I'm rather selfish when I speak here hu? I guess that's one of my major flaws is I think about myself how I feel and what I want but I don't much do things for the other person. Granted I follow what Christ teaches about treating others but I guess I just did it in the polite way and never really looked at me being a total servant for others. If I've neglected my relationship somehow with you recently I'm sorry. I know there is a bunch of you and I'll try to amend things on a personal basis but I want you to know now that I'm sorry even if it's extremely hard for me right now I want you to know that I do realize it and I'm sorry.
Posted by Mary at
8:02 PM
