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OK so Julie and I had much fun tonight just ask and I'll lay out the story hehehe. Or Julie can too. So it's def weird to see someone you've liked for a long time just never told anyone. It's weird to have that feeling that you just wanna hold his hand or hug him all the time. It's weird thinking about all the fun you would have. Yet you know that it'll never be that even if he has the slightest chance of liking you too neither of you would A) admit it B) go for a relationship C) say anything to anyone else about it. I think it's weird maybe that's me. Who knows.
Well I love work. It's sooo much fun. However I so cannot work that much anymore. Maybe like once or twice a week and on Sat but all week is BAD BAD BAD BAD. Mary can't handle that again. It darn near killed me by Friday, and then Sat I wouldn't move. Lol. So yeah.
I miss people. My church family my real family. I can't not go to church anymore I need them. I need to do stuff at church. I can so not wait until my life revolves around working at a church. You have no idea how much fun I see that being and how much I would absolutely love it. Even with the stress I know goes with it. I just can't think of anything more enjoyable than working at a church all day every day. yeah I can't wait to get into a college that will teach me all religion things that so fascinate me.
Ok well rents are griping and that's enough of a book TOotles. Luv ya God Bless HUGS
Posted by Mary at
9:03 PM
